188

scale said 188 but im not really believing it. I volunteered 5 hours that morning and didnt eat or drink anything so I rushed home, inhaled like 4 quesadillas and drank tons of water then rushe doff to the doc appt. I think I was just bloated, but even if I wasnt, what ever. 4 more weeks left, 12 pounds till 200...  i think im safe, or i hope so. 4 more weeks and we will know for sure.